ugh
i don’t usually talk about my feelings, but i think if i don’t get it out soon i might explode. i keep having this haunting feeling of never be good enough, ever since they sent out those stupid letters. the rejection letters. every time somebody asks me about high school, even in casual conversation, my insides seem like somebodies squeezing me, knocking the breathe out of me. my best-friends are these glorious, beautiful, charming balls of talent and being around them kills my confidence, they’re perfect. i honestly hate everyday of school more and more. people keep asking me to try out again next year and i laugh and tell them probably not, because honestly i was rejected all through middle school and once again here i am, i cant do it again, i cant i cant i cant. rejection seems to be a common theme when it comes to talent, maybe i should stop blaming the system and realize that its me. im the one who cant do it. your sisters did it. your cousins did it. your best-friends all got in. the other bak rejecties got in. it’s just you darling, get over it.
If I can get 1000+ notes on this I wont kill myself tomorrow
I know I wont cause no one cares.
EVERYONE SHOULD REBLOG THIS. you shouldn’t care whether it will look good on your blog, you’ll be one step closer to saving someones life.
